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I am now officially a father! My daughter was born on Monday, June 6th. Her name is Autumn and she's the most wonderful, beautiful, and adorable thing in the world! These last few days have been incredibly surreal and I still don't think it's fully hit me yet. In the hospital it was just like I was staying there to watch after a little one, but I knew she was mine. Bringing her from the hospital made it more solid, but I still don't think it's fully hit that I'm a father now. That being said, I'm so incredibly happy and emotional about it all. I want to thank everybody for their well wishes and who have been patient with my content because of

Hey everybody! It's been a while since I updated and life has been absolutely crazy. After my grandfather died, my great grandmother died as well in January, so losing two grandparents in less than 4 months was devastating on me. Also in January, I had an ER visit because I thought I was having a heart attack. Turned out I was having a simulated heart attack due to extreme acid reflux that caused my body to freak out. This in turn caused my anxiety to go through the roof because I thought my heart was the issue (until I had some studies done) and I was afraid it was going bad. So in February, I had two more ER visits due to anxiety and had

For those who didn't know, my grandfather passed away earlier this month. It was not easy for me to deal with and I took time away from a lot of things to grasp what had happened. I spoke at his funeral and while this isn't exactly what I said, this is what I had written down to say. It's hard to say what you've written, verbatim, with such an emotional experience, but I thought I'd post it so some of you guys could at least know why he was so important to me. I took a lot of time to think about what I should say about my grandfather, but the same question kept entering my mind. “How do you take decades of hard work, compassion, and ac